It’s 3am
and I’m wide awake
I want to sleep
but I’m in a state
I’m tired, I’m blue
But I am
I still am without you.
I drown in drink
but you won’t go away
I light up
but you’re still there
I look around
It’s just me
It’s me without you.
I write down words
they don’t find sense
I try some verse
it only rhyms less
I want to stop
I want to be
Me. Without you.